qThe first chance I got, I bought my very first bag of crystal methamphetamine... A monster was born.q qTry as I might, there is simply no way for me to minimize the impact with which crystal meth slammed into my life, at least not without straying far from the truth. It was like throwing a forty-pound sledge hammer though a plate glass window.q qWhat a cunning thing this was that lived inside of me. How could I ever hope to win against it? My good intentions meant nothing what I lacked was power.q Meth Monster is the autobiographical story of one gay African American man's personal journey to faith and deliverance from drugs and alcohol, and particularly from the scourge of crystal methamphetamine. The author takes his readers through his troubled early years in Indiana, hustling on the streets of Hollywood, and dealing drugs in the Tenderloin district of San Francisco. Blaine boldly examines his personal demons from the time they take up residence in his subconscious and through their horrific and destructive manifestations. After numerous visits to jails, prisons and rehab, and after finally confronting his addiction, his sexuality, AIDS and a broken spirit, at last he finds redemption, healing and forgiveness through the grace and mercy of The Living God.Learn how to praise Him for what He has already done so we can position Him for what we need to have done. aquot;Thata#39;s the ... When you put the 3-D glasses on at the movies you are able to see what is coming at and around you. Once ... The plan was for me to move out of my home and into my fiance house, so I would be able to save money to pay down my debt and for the purchase of our new home.
|Title||:||The Weight We Carry from Renting Men|
|Publisher||:||AuthorHouse - 2008-06|